今早陪盈盈早餐時，媽打來說哥身體不適，有點嚴重(現在沒事了)，把我嚇了嚇，送盈盈上班後，本來都打算照舊回校，結果站在荃灣站外望街望了很久，傻想了很多畫面，覺得非回家看哥一眼不可。看著龜靈膏，想買回去，又搞不懂病人受不受得起 ...! 暈倒 ...
結果爸送哥回家了，媽叫我買幾個橙回去就好，聽到了十分心安。
回到家門前，自己還思考著，應該問還是不問哥的事，不過走到屋內，原來爸和哥都熟睡了，爸睡在廳，半坐半臥。
算了，今天就暫時不想著學校和練笛的事，尤得它們吧，專心在家中肚屙！
安在家中，多了很多空間想自己的事，自己十多年後又回到這一帶「住」，卻沒有在這裏「生活」過，剛剛肚餓了，走落愉景找食的，發覺這裏的款式比又一城好得多！
剛剛哥睡醒，一家五口子很小有地擠在一小屋裏，因為我通常都緊守城大！
呼 ... 不寫了，總之就把我嚇壞了。
Sunday, January 30, 2011
當肚痾成為生活的一部份時
- 早餐要回校才吃，萬萬不能吃樓下麵包，萬萬不能在MTR上肚痾，回校後就到處都可以。
- 辦工室枱面要放酒精消毒液，肚屙時用來清潔廁板。
- 午飯晚飯要早一點用餐，餘下數十分鐘用來肚屙。
- 用餐地方附近要有用量低的洗手間，可以食完即屙，又一城foodcourt就合符標準，準獲頒授《TOU NGO 9001》合格正書。
- ...
其實有點誇張了，我還未到這個境界，而且看了另一個醫生後，情況好了很多。
Saturday, January 29, 2011
好唔舒服
星期二三開始不適，星期四發病，就連繼續兩天敞在家中，沒有回校。
一天到晚待在家中，覺感一點都不好，一來因為病，二來確實悶到發癲，總想著練笛，想著學校的新工作，想著最近又少了時間見盈盈。
天呀 ... 怎麼城大有個大大所校醫，但都是虛的??!! ... 看了等於沒看，星期二屙到今日 ... 癈物診所 ... 倒不如把它改建做海皇粥店好了! 反而這樣，會造福更多城大附近的病人!
一天到晚待在家中，覺感一點都不好，一來因為病，二來確實悶到發癲，總想著練笛，想著學校的新工作，想著最近又少了時間見盈盈。
天呀 ... 怎麼城大有個大大所校醫，但都是虛的??!! ... 看了等於沒看，星期二屙到今日 ... 癈物診所 ... 倒不如把它改建做海皇粥店好了! 反而這樣，會造福更多城大附近的病人!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
A reply to my facebook friend on the topic - money vs. happiness
My facebook friend wrote
realizes that being rich is not the source of true happiness...I replied
that's why we need tools to find the right source(s), and we need money to buy tools~ :pI know I am sick!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
if we know what we want, we know what appropriate tools to buy. The cost can be minimized.
a worse thing is to buy a lot a lot of tools and hope we can happen to come across the source(s) by luck.
certainly, millionares/billionares can do 大包圍 and improve the probability of meeting the "sweet spot."
but from the engineering point of view, this is certainly not an well educated way to solve an optimization problem as it is too unreliable.
after successfully find the sources, we need to claim the happiness out of it. this process consumes time --- a possibly more fundamental limitation to the mankind than $$.
we need time to find $$ to buy tools, and we need time to claim the happiness. there exists an optimal allocation of time on the two processes, for maximizing our happiness.
that's how I look into the relation between $$ and happiness. It is not an easy problem, totally not!
hope we all can solve these three important problems for ourselves
- know what we want
- minimize the cost on buying tools
- solve the optimization problem on time allocation
OMG~ nothing can be happier than this moment!
Just had a chat with a prestigious mathematician about a problem of my research. He understood what I was talking, and got an interesting face when I mentioned about my current finding~ ^^
I had a very hard time with this work in fact. I had a very bad comment from a computer scientist. The exact wording is now forgotten my me, but the message I remembered until now is very clear.
Yes! I don't know what does it use for, but I work on it because it is something unclear to me and also unclear to somebody else.
I spent months and months finding papers to study, wishing I can come across some idea on the question "what does my finding use for in network engineering?" I know, and I knew this is silly. I started on this work just because it is an unclear phenomenon, but not because there is a clear application to network engineering.
But I am so weak... As a person with a Bachelor degree in engineering, I can't take such a comment with ease from a computer scientist - a well respected professional as seen by engineers.
What a nice coincidence. I rewrote my whole manuscript in this morning, and rewrote my whole mindset about this research. Forget about whether it is useful or not to engineering, just go for it.
With this new mindset, I happened to have a chance to talk with a prestigious mathematician - a even more respected professional as seen by engineers. And we can talk! OMG ...
I knew I have to do what I think is right to me, if I want myself to go far and smooth on my road. But sometime authority has so much influential power ...
I hadn't be able to write so much in my manuscript in one day, and I hadn't been for a long time feeling so excited with it.
I had a very hard time with this work in fact. I had a very bad comment from a computer scientist. The exact wording is now forgotten my me, but the message I remembered until now is very clear.
no one in the field of network engineering would need your work. it is useless
Yes! I don't know what does it use for, but I work on it because it is something unclear to me and also unclear to somebody else.
I spent months and months finding papers to study, wishing I can come across some idea on the question "what does my finding use for in network engineering?" I know, and I knew this is silly. I started on this work just because it is an unclear phenomenon, but not because there is a clear application to network engineering.
But I am so weak... As a person with a Bachelor degree in engineering, I can't take such a comment with ease from a computer scientist - a well respected professional as seen by engineers.
What a nice coincidence. I rewrote my whole manuscript in this morning, and rewrote my whole mindset about this research. Forget about whether it is useful or not to engineering, just go for it.
With this new mindset, I happened to have a chance to talk with a prestigious mathematician - a even more respected professional as seen by engineers. And we can talk! OMG ...
I knew I have to do what I think is right to me, if I want myself to go far and smooth on my road. But sometime authority has so much influential power ...
I hadn't be able to write so much in my manuscript in one day, and I hadn't been for a long time feeling so excited with it.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
預祝盈盈生日
今天預祝妳1月11日的生日，很成功呀~ 想了好幾個星期的文華朱古力buffet，終於我們去了，我的第一次又給了妳! 第一次走入文華，第一次享用朱古力buffet。這幾天都在看中西區的街道，開始對港島街道多了認識。哈哈!!都是因為妳~
赤柱，我們點到即走! sorry呢，太晚了，弄得妳暈車浪。OK! 改天我們再來影影相。
然後跟著妳到旺角掃街，撈麵牛雜豬大腸，而焦點當然是台式超大塊雞扒，雞扒之大可只大過妳塊面，比我塊面還要大! 回想一下，在文華送生日禮物給妳，果然是正確決定，否則就要在旺角街頭送哦~ ^^
確實是極之開心，因為我可以氹妳氹得如此開心，最開心，就是和妳閒聊，和妳分享一下我自己都很享受的事物，和妳走來走去 ^^
還有很多事我想和妳一同經歷。生日快樂，Happy Birthday，my love。
赤柱，我們點到即走! sorry呢，太晚了，弄得妳暈車浪。OK! 改天我們再來影影相。
然後跟著妳到旺角掃街，撈麵牛雜豬大腸，而焦點當然是台式超大塊雞扒，雞扒之大可只大過妳塊面，比我塊面還要大! 回想一下，在文華送生日禮物給妳，果然是正確決定，否則就要在旺角街頭送哦~ ^^
確實是極之開心，因為我可以氹妳氹得如此開心，最開心，就是和妳閒聊，和妳分享一下我自己都很享受的事物，和妳走來走去 ^^
還有很多事我想和妳一同經歷。生日快樂，Happy Birthday，my love。
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